Who you are...Implode no Explode.

I write differently here, I try to write how it comes out in my mind or from my mouth.
Raw, unfiltered( to an extent).

I'm really doing my best to just relax and put myself out there but putting yourself out there even just online, where it's usually easier to put yourself out there, can be hard..sometimes.


all that life stuff and s**t storms I've had to navigate through, well yeah they've made it harder, exponentially harder to put myself out there, digitally or otherwise.

but writing it out, like this, where it's just raw and flowing and most of the time makes no real grammatical sense lol, it just soothes me on some level, you know?

and that's "you know" in both the figurative, symbolic no one is really defined as the "you" in the "you know" as well as actually being "you" the reader.

lol (putting this "lol" helps to soothe me as well :P..but enough vulnerability! mooooving on)



So, this blog, this memoir of the past, present and future.
where stories unfolded, that are unfolding and that will unfold are being told all at once.
This is not JUST about building a following, or a loyal group of potential readers..it's about building a connection. It's about reaching out and showing people I'm just like them and they are just like me, if you scrape off all of the bulls**t and masks that we bury ourselves in, we are the same and we can connect and share some form of experience and I'm moving on again because this is getting too after school specialary :P

I guess really at the heart of it, what I'm TRYING to say is, This is a part of me, and it will HOPEFULLY reach a part of you that recognizes this part of me.
if it does and down the line that makes you curious enough or interested enough to invest in me and buy my novels, novellas etc
then great and thank you and so on :P
but if not then, you suck! f**k you!
....lol no, if not then oh well, I move on and keep writing.
you don't know until you try and I guess I was too afraid to REALLY try until now.

but hey that's enough "sharing" for now.

hope you weirdos enjoyed it (although not TOO much, you sick freaks!)

so I hope you keep on reading, and if you do, I'll keep on posting.
years only just begun, right? ;)


this message brought to you From The Mind of RSR!